4 years

tomorrow will be my last lecture as an undergraduate student. i still can flashback to our very first lecture which was microbiology lecture by Dr Pazilah. at that moment, everyone was so innocent and excited. hehe. now? you must come and have a look at us. we're different. the four years seemed so fast, it was just like several days ago i registered as a pharmacy student. hmm throughout these valuable 4 years, there were so many sweets and sours, ups and downs to be kept as something precious in my life. besides learning those 'drugs' stuff, indeed i learnt a lot about people, about life. something that i couldn't learn in the lecture hall. throughout these four years too, i'm preparing myself into somebody. yeah, somebody who may contribute to my family, community, country and of course ISLAM, iAllah. hope that i can really be that somebody.

haih, i'll be missing everything.

hari ke-4

"Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah kemenangan kepada Islam. Biarkan keadilan dapat ditegakkan kembali atas bumiMu ini.."

untuk semua sahabat saya, ayuh kita sumbangkan sedikit tenaga kita untuk perjuangan kali ini. kita sudah dewasa dan saya pasti kita semua dapat berfikir dengan searifnya. sumbangan paling mudah yang boleh kita lakukan, perbanyakkanlah doa padaNya, solat hajat dan bacaan al-ikhlas untuk memastikan kejayaan diperoleh pada tangan yang sepatutnya. kita hanya boleh berusaha, Dia yang menentukan segala-galanya. Allahu Akbar!!

o really?

4th week of clerkship : community pharmacy

venue: permai pharmacy

this week, 16 of us were divided into 6 groups and were assigned to 6 different pharmacies. as for me and my partner, sin yee, we went to permai pharmacy owned by kak liana, the ex-pharmacist at our koperasi before she opened her own pharmacy. we reached there at 10 something and began to waste our time by walking here and there, waiting for the customer. aha, we supposed to interview the patient and ask several related questions to clerk our case. and it was not easy to find a customer in that little pharmacy. but alhamdulillah, later both of us managed to clerk a case each. the rest of the day, we spent chit-chatting with the assistant there, kak dila. i was talkative i guess, asking her many questions. well, malu bertanya sesat jalan as people say (ya ka??). by zuhur, after discussed a little bit with kak liana regarding our assignment, we returned happily. kak liana is very helpful. she even offered us a ride to the campus. i love u, sis!!hehe. frankly speaking, this week's clerkship was not adventure at all and i tend to feel sleepy. unlike in the ward, where there are so many cases to look at and numbers of patients as well. and my mind is more active =P

conclusion: community pharmacy clerkship --> simple and easy but b.o.r.e.d.

aha, i knew something yesterday. which i supposed to know before this. hmm, i hope for the best, ya Rabb. as for me, i just wanna be me. bring out the best in me, improve the bads in me. may ALlah bless~

Menjadi Diriku by EdCoustic

(my fav song for the time being)

Tak seperti bintang di langit

Tak seperti indah pelangi

Karena diriku bukanlah mereka

Ku apa adanya

Dan wajahku memang begini

Sikapku jelas tak sempurna

Ku akui ku bukanlah mereka

Ku apa adanya

Menjadi diriku

Dengan segala kekurangan

Menjadi diriku

Atas kelebihanku

Terimalah aku

Seperti apa adanya

Aku hanya insan biasa

Ku pun tak sempurna

Tetap ku bangga

Atas apa yang ku punya

Setiap waktu ku nikmati

Anugerah hidup yang ku miliki

demam PRU

PILIHAN RAYA UMUM KALI KE-12

P60 TAIPING
Jumlah Pengundi: 65,888
Peningkatan jumlah pengundi: -->Peratusan Kaum: M: 35.45% C: 49.93% I: 13.86% L: 0.76%

1. Nga Kor Ming (DAP)
2. Datuk M. Kayveas (BN)
Jumlah undi:
Majoriti:
Undi rosak:

Penyandang: Datuk M. Kayveas (BN)
(Majoriti: 2,172 undi)


N16 KAMUNTING
Jumlah Pengundi: 21,674
Peningkatan jumlah pengundi: -->Peratusan Kaum: M: 66.29% C: 19.01% I: 13.48% L: 1.22%

1. Mohamed Zahir Khalid (BN)
2. Muhamad Apardi Sharri (Pas)
Jumlah undi:
Majoriti:
Undi rosak:

Penyandang: Datuk Dr. Abdul Malek Mohamed Hanafiah (BN)
(Majoriti: 4,571 undi)

saya tidak sabar menantikan 8 mac 2008 untuk balik mengundi. cuma saya terkilan, sebilangan besar rakan-rakan saya tidak mendaftar sebagai pengundi meskipun telah cukup umur sebagai pengundi. tidak tahu, tahu peka atau tidak mahu ambil tahu?? saya tidak pasti. mungkin ada musyaqqah lain barangkali. untuk semua pengundi, buatlah keputusan terbaik. sesungguhnya undi anda membawa seribu makna.

kerna itu

“Jika mahu terselamat dari fitnah cinta yang membuang makna dari usia, sibukkanlah diri! Sibukkan diri dengan aktiviti berpersatuan, hidup biar ada perjuangan. Ada sesuatu yang diperjuangkan. Kerana sesungguhnya air yang statik tidak mengalir akan rosak akibat statiknya ia. Pemuda yang banyak masa lapang tanpa perjuangan, akan dibunuh oleh masa lapangnya itu”

(ustaz hasrizal)

kerna itu saya membiarkan diri saya sibuk sejak alam persekolahan dan ternyata di kampus, kesibukan itu menjadi lebih ketara. namun, saya tidak merasa sedikit kerugian pun kerna intipati yang saya peroleh berganda-ganda berbanding pengorbanan masa yang dilakukan. syukur padaNya kerna membiarkan saya berada di jalan ini. dan bukan tidak pernah saya terjatuh dalam jurang cinta insani, tetapi alhamdulillah ia hanya sesuatu yang tidak kekal lama dan tidak dapat dizahirkan buat masa ini. mungkin pada suatu masa nanti, pada waktu yang paling sesuai. dan di ketika ini, ada beberapa misi hidup yang saya ingin penuhi terlebih dahulu. moga saya dan kalian semua adalah anak-anak muda yang kuat semangat jiwanya untuk terus berjuang di jalanNya. insha-Allah.

relay again this year

semalam pukul 3.00am. hari ni pukul berapa pula ya? mungkinkah tidak dapat tidur terus? hmm..di kala ini, kami seramai 22 orang final year students including my beloved shamini and jaswinder sibuk mempromosikan kempen kesedaran kanser dalam kalangan masyarakat kampus. it's a charity work to collect some fund to be donated to the Penang Hospice. last year, kami turut terlibat dengan aktiviti yang sama dan alhamdulillah kami berjaya mengumpul rm1600. tahun ini, sasaran kami adalah rm3000. banyak bukan dan nampak macam susah untuk kumpul dalam tempoh 2 hari, tetapi IAllah kami optimis pasti boleh capai sasaran itu. seawal pagi lagi, kami berada di booth masing-masing, satu di foyer pusat pengajian dan satu lagi di depan foyer library. saya lebih suka berada di kawasan library, promosi lagi menarik. maka duitnya pun banyaklah yang masuk.hehe. oh, antara aktiviti yang kami adakan di booth tersebut adalah meneka kacang, jualan makanan seperti apple and orange, chocolate truffles, castard pudding, wafers etc. selain itu, kami turut memberi peluang pada orang ramai yang membuat sumbangan untuk sama-sama memberi sokongan kepada pesakit kanser supaya terus kuat meneruskan kehidupan menerusi nota kecil yang akan kami serahkan pada Penang Hospice nanti. dan sesungguhnya hanya Allah yang mengetahui kepenatan kami yang seramai 22 orang ini, bersungguh-sungguh memujuk orang untuk menderma (hmm, kami tidak paksa pun ;>). dan pada masa yang sama kami sangat sibuk sebenarnya, dengan borang spa8 and resume yang perlu dihantar esok, laporan clerkship dan untuk saya sendiri, tesis ada sikit lagi nak kena siapkan dan malam ini, di kala kawan-kawan saya yang lain prepare untuk jualan esok, saya perlu bersama dengan junior saya untuk prepare sijil penyertaan untuk minggu penghayatan islam. hampir 200 sijil yang perlu disiapkan (saya adalah ahli jawatankuasa untuk bahagian hadiah dan cenderamata). ya Allah, bekatilah semangat jiwaku untuk terus berjuang di jalanMu. saya terlintas mengapakah kami masih ingin menambahkan kesibukan yang sedia ada?hmm, entahlah, yang pasti kami sangat seronok terlibat dengan Relay For Life, Fighting For Cancer. dan di sini, saya ingin memuji student chinese dan indian yang saya rasa sangat mudah untuk memberi sumbangan. barangkali, mereka punyai lebih kesedaran?

dan alhamdulillah, hari ini untuk tempoh 5 jam pagi tadi, kami berjaya mengumpulkan rm 860. syukur sangat!!ini yang buat kami lebih bersemangat untuk kutipan esok. people, would u like to donate too? (",)

be more caring, would you?

clerkship third week : clinical oncology

best!

miss tajunnisah, the senior pharmacist there was nice. willingly to guide us. she didn't give us any pressure. and we love it to be that way because we're able to learn and understand more. mai and I share a same case. a colorectal cancer suffered by a chinese woman. for the time being, she's on chemotherapy --> FOLFIRI regime which consists of irinotecan, 5-FU and folinic acid. she came to the hospital for the 9th cycle. we managed to chit chat with her, and she seemed to be happy. her conditioned is improving each day, alhamdulillah. from her facial expression, i knew she totally happy to see us (hehe, don't be so perasan, okeh!). indeed, it's very true. i just knew it. one new lesson i learnt throughout the clerkship. be patient with our troublesome life. go slow and steady. yeah, easy to say but i oftenly failed to practice it. the patients are suffering more, but still they're very optimist. hmm..

aha, one more thing. yesterday evening, we went to the clinic to see how the patient is being diagnosed, etc. and i totally disagreed with a doctor who spoke rudely to a patient.doc, couldn't you speak politely?they're sick and of course we don't like if people do the same thing to us rite?hmm, if it is happening to me, i have a good answer to the him/her. wanna try?^.^

o bayya

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG MIE

May He grant us with success dunia wal akhirah.

me love u always

andai kutahu (by ungu)

Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umuruku

Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba masaku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku

Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku

Andai kutahu
Malaikat Munkar menjemputku
Izinkan aku
Mengucapkan kata taubat padaMu

Ampuni aku
Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku
Menangisku bertaubat padaMu

Aku manusia
Yang takut neraka Namun aku juga
Tak pantas di surga

somehow, this song gives an impact on me. it keeps me pondering

a reminder for you and me

Signs of Weak Iman

• Committing sins and not feeling any guilt
• Having a hard heart and no desire to read theQuran
• Feeling too lazy to do good deeds, e.g. being late for Salat
• Neglecting the Sunnah
• Having mood swings, for instance being upset about petty things and bothered and irritated most of the time
• Not feeling anything when hearing verses from the Quran, for example when Allah warns us of punishments and His promise of glad tidings
• Finding difficulty in remembering Allah and making Dhikr
• Not feeling bad when things are done against the Shariah
• Desiring status and wealth
• Being mean and miserly, i.e. not wanting to part with wealth
• Ordering others to do good deeds when not practising them ourselves
• Feeling pleased when things are not progressing for others
• Making fun of people who do simple good deeds, like cleaning the mosque
• Not feeling concerned about the situation ofMuslims
• Not feeling the responsibility to do something to promote Islam
• Being unable to deal with calamities, for instance crying and yelling in funerals
• Liking to argue just for the sake of arguingwithout any proof
• Becoming engrossed and very involved with dunya, worldly things, i.e. feeling bad only when losing something in terms of material wealth
• Becoming engrossed and obsessive about ourselves

Ways to increase/improve our iman

• Recite and ponder on the meanings of the Quran. Tranquillity then descends and our hearts become soft. To get optimum benefit, remind yourself that Allah is speaking to you. People are described in differentcategories in the Quran; think of which one you find yourself in
• Realize the greatness of Allah. Everything is under His control. There are signs in everything we see that points us to His greatness. Everything happens according to His permission. Allah keeps track and looks after everything, even a black ant on a black rock on a black moonless night
• Make an effort to gain knowledge. People who have Taqwa are those who have knowledge
• Attend gatherings where Allah is remembered. In such gatherings we are surrounded by angels
• We have to increase our good deeds. One good deed leads to another good deed. Allah will make the way easy for someone who gives charity and also make it easy for him or her to do good deeds. Good deeds must be done continuously, not in spurts
• We must fear the miserable end to our lives; the remembrance of death is the destroyer of pleasures
• Remember the different levels of akhirah, for instance when we are put in our graves, when we are judged, whether we will be in paradise or hell
• Make Dua, realize that we need Allah. Be humble. Don't covet material things in this life
• Our love for ALLAH Subhana Wa Tuala must be shown in actions. We must hope Allah will accept our prayers, and be in constant fear that we do wrong. At night before going to sleep, we must think about what good we did during that day
• Realize the effects of sins and disobedience-one's Iman is increased with good deeds and our Iman is decreased by bad deeds. Everything that happens is because Allah wanted it. When calamity befalls us- it is also from Allah. It is a direct result of our disobedience to Allah.

Aisha (Razi AllahuTa`ala anhaa), the wife of Hazrat Muhammad(Sallallahu alaihe wa aalihe wasallam), reported Hazrat Muhammad(Sallallahu alaihe wa aalihewassalam) as saying:

"Kindness is not to be found in anything but that it adds to its beauty and it is not withdrawn fromanything but it makes it defective."

(Narrated in Sahih Muslim, Book 3, Number 6274)

"Riches does not mean having a great amount ofproperty; real wealth is self-contentment"

(SahihBukhari Book 81, Chapter 15)

indah

dengan nama ALlah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

alhamdulillah, hari ini saya diberi kekuatan olehNya untuk meneruskan kehidupan normal. semalam seharian saya sakit belakang yang mana pergerakan saya terbatas. dan syukur, hari ini rasa sakit itu berkurangan. dan ini membolehkan saya menghadiri Konvensyen Penghayatan Islam. seharian saya di Dewan Tunku Syed Putra, mengikuti satu persatu perbincangan kertas kerja. pada sebelah paginya, majlis perasmian pembukaan minggu penghayatan islam anjuran Persatuan Mahasiswa Islam USM diadakan terlebih dahulu. konvensyen hanya bermula pada jam 11 pagi. kertas kerja pertama dibentangkan oleh Dr Jamnul Azhar Haji Mulkan, seorang doktor perubatan yang kini bertugas di hospital kangar. tajuk yang dibentangkan adalah Islam Cara Hidup yang Sempurna. ya, tajuk ini kelihatan biasa tetapi isi yang dr jamnul sampaikan luar biasa. antara ringkasan yang saya boleh titipkan adalah betapa peri pentingnya 'continuos learning' dalam seorang individu Muslim dalam menelusuri hidupnya. dr jamnul turut mengupas tentang isra' mikraj dari perspektif yang berbeza yang mana memberi pemahaman baru buat saya hari ini. seterusnya, pembentangan diteruskan oleh dr Danial Zainal Abidin yang juga merupakan seorang doktor perubatan lulusan university of alexandria. dr danial mengupas tentang "keserasian Islam dan Sains" yang mana dalam konteks ini Al-Quran seharusnya dijadikan kajian saintifik utama. dr danial tidak jemu-jemu mengingatkan audiens yang majoritinya terdiri daripada pelajar supaya tidak mengaji semata-mata tetapi mengkaji kerana dengan kajian-kajian ilmiah inilah yang akan mencungkil lebih banyak penemuan saintifik dalam al-quran itu sendiri. masya'Allah, saya kagum dengan beberapa contoh individu yang diceritakan oleh dr danial yang mana akhirnya mereka dengan lancarnya mengucapkan kalimah agung setelah bertahun-tahun mengkaji al-quran. saya terfikir, saya sebagai muslim selam 23 tahun ini, pakah saya pernah mengkaji sesuatu yang diceritakan dalam al-quran?jauh sekali. astaghfirulllah. saya perlu melakukan sesuatu nampaknya.

di sebelah petang, konvensyen diteruskan dengan forum penghayatan al-quran dan sunnah dalam pembinaan modal insan yang mana ahli panelnya cukup hebat yang terdiri daripada dr jamnul azhar, uts jailani (seorang peguam) dan tuan haji dr ellias zakaria (seorang pensyarah yang tidak asing lagi di bumi minden. sungguh, saya sangat mengangumi ustaz ellias sejak dahulu lagi). forum pada petang tadi sebenarnya menjadikan saya lebih bermotivasi dalam menjadi muslim yang cemerlang. al-quran sering kali menceritakan kecemerlangan orang Islam andaikata adanya iman di dada. antaranya adalah dalam surah a-mukminun ayat 1-11. banyak lagi isu yang dibincangkan membuka minda saya kepada sesuatu yang lebih realistik tetapi tidak dapat saya huraikan di sini lantaran agak keletihan. tetapi, iAllah andaikata ada kesempatan, saya pasti akan berkongsi bersama.

sebelah petangnya, seusai solat asar, saya berusrah pula dengan adik2 first year. semalam saya terlepas sesi usrah saya bersama naqibah saya lantaran tidak sihat. minta maaf kak izza. dan malam ini, saya perlu siapkan case report saya yang agak kompleks itu. esok pagi pula, saya perlu mengendalikan satu usrah lagi bersama sahabat sebaya. jadual yang padat perlu mengajar saya menjadi seorang yang lebih berdisiplin dan tidak bertangguh.tetapi, segala-galanya bergantung padaNya. Ya Rabb, bantulah hambamu ini. permudahkanlah urusanku yang sukar. jadikanlah amalanku amalan yang mendapat keredhaanmu.ameen

"jangan biarkan sehari berlalu tanpa bekerja untuk Islam.."

mama-fetus coversation

Mom : Assalamualaikum my dear. How are you today?

Baby : Waalaikumussalam my dear mom. I'm feeling good today mom. But there are something growing out from my body!!! (his arms & legs) what are these mom? I don't like it. It keeps getting in my way. I can't move as freely as I used to be before!

Mom : Owh that are your hands and your legs my darling. Alhamdulillah, you are growing as you should.

Baby : Can you make it go away mom? I don't need these hands and legs. They are of no use to me now.

Mom : You must not say that! Be grateful dear. You will need them when you are born. You will need it to walk on this earth. To be Allah's servant. You will be in such a great loss if you don't have them in the future.

(End of conversation)

Points to ponder:

The baby doesn't know the difficulties that he is going to face on the earth if he doesn't have any hands or legs. Because he never used it in the womb. For him, his world is his mom's womb. Can you see how similar we are and the baby? We have never ever encounter the life after death. We only know the world as the earth that we are living now. Just like an innocence baby. Our amal ma'ruf as our arms and legs in akhirah. We can live without them in this world right? But what about in akhirah? Can we leave without them? And we have been given so many reminders and guidances from Allah through His messenger and The Book, Quran. Who else can we trust if not our GOD, Allah? Think bout it.

from iluvislam.com

O Allah, guide me as always. ameen.

self-monolog

dear sarah,

the world is full of remedies,

but you have no remedies,

until Allah opens a window for you,

though you're unaware of that remedy now,

Allah will make it clear,

in the hour of need.

(Jalaluddin Rumi)

--> you're going to make it, my sweetheart (~~,)

oh mama, i love you!

it had been such a long time since my last entry. i really don't have enough time to write my fairy tales here. and azizah told me she's missing my stories. hmm really ke zah? ;). ok, let me share something.

yesterday was our clerkship session for the second week : obstetric and gyanecology. hmm i like it very much. as soon as we reached the very-classic-old-building of maternity department (the building structure was so unique inside out, probably they want to preserve the beauty of the Union Jack architecture), we met dr nathan. hmm, his appearance never gave me an idea that he is the head department there. don't judge a book by his cover, huh?we had a discussion with him approximately 2 1/2 hours. we were saturated with all the information given and discussed. we even never heard some of the terms (they are more to medical field). well, i just listened even though i didn't catched up well at the end. at least i've heard and have a rough idea about it (?_?).

later, we visited some of the subsections in small groups. luckily, my subgroup visited the labour room in the first place. and luckily, a mama had delivered her baby a few minutes ago. we were allowed to see the patient and the process carried out after the delivery (doctors, i knew not much about this!pity me). i was eager to see it BUT i dared not to see it then. i'm not afraid of the blood but there's something else that made me glanced to other stuff. hmm?instead, i followed the sister in-charged to see how they clean the baby, etc. it was so fantastic as it was my first time seeing this. as i looked at the baby who cried continuosly (hee, i love to hear the baby cries.cute!!.hehe), i talked to myself 'this is me when i was a baby. dirty and cried innocently. mama had sacrified a lot to deliver me, pain here and there but she managed to overcame it'. i became a bit sensitive then. feel like crying. delivering a baby is a wonderful moment in human being, i guess. too wonderful. full of magic. bond of love created automatically between mommy and the newborn. mama, i love you!!during the visits, again, i managed to see how the ultrasoundscan is being performed. it is a pleasure to see your own baby moving in your tummy. i can feel the excitement in the mothers (even though i'm not a mother yet=p). hmm, really i can't wait to be a mother someday. i may sound too much but frankly, i really wanna be a mother. to take care and educate my children to be somebody. O Allah, give me a chance to do so. ameen.

later, in the evening, we walked round the ward (antenatal, postnatal, etc) before clerking our own case. my conclusion, i love this week's clerkship. the best ever. i learnt a lot. the interesting part is, it keeps reminding me to super-duper appreciate my mother. this lesson should be applied to everyonein this world. without mama, we are not going to be in this world (of course, it depends on Allah's will) . for all children out there, do love your mother. and husbands, love your wife. appreciate her hardships in delivering your baby.

It was narrated in a saheeh hadeeth that the Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Shall I not tell you of the greatest of major sins?” They said, “Yes, O Messenger of Allaah.” He said, “Associating others in worship with Allaah, and disobeying one’s parents.” He was reclining, but he sat up and said, “And false speech and false witness.” A man asked him (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) saying, “O Messenger of Allaah, who among the people is most deserving of my good company?” He said, “Your mother.” He asked, “Then who?” He said, “Then your mother.” He asked, “Then who?” He said, “Then your mother.” He asked, “Then who?” He said, “Then your father, then the next closest and the next closest.”

and before i end the entry for today, let us take a deep breath and try to digest the message My Mother sang by Yusuf Islam

Teacher): “The Prophet Muhammad (sall-Allahu alayhi wa sallam) told us that we must obey Allah and His messenger at all times. But who else did he tell us to listen to, and be close to?

(Children): “My Mother!”

Who should you give your love to?

Your respect and your honour to?

Who should you pay good mind to

- after Allah, And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother,

Who next?

Your Mother

Who next?

Your Mother

And then you Father

Cause who used to hold you

And clean you and clothe you?

Who used to feed you

And always be with you?

When you were sick, stay up all night,

Holding you tight?

That’s right no other,

your Mother

Who should you take good care of,

Giving all your love?

Who should you think the most of

- after Allah And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother,

Who next?

Your Mother

Who next?

Your Mother

And then you Father

Cause who used to hear you

Before you could talk?

Who used to hold you

Before you could walk?

And when you fell, who’d pick you up?

Clean your cut?

No one but, your Mother,

your Mother

Who should you stay right close to?

Listen most to?

Never say no to – after Allah And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother,

Who next?

Your Mother

Who next?

Your Mother

And then you Father

Cause who used to hug you

And buy you new clothes?

Comb your hair and blow your nose?

And when you cried who wiped your tears?

Knows your fears?

Who really cares?

Your Mother

Say Alhamdulillah, Thank you Allah

Thank You Allah for my Mother

sepetang di queensbay

alhamdulillahirabbil'alamin. jutaan pujian kuhadapkan buatNya di atas segala kelancaran urusan yang harus kuselesaikan pada minggu ini. alhamdulillah, tesis saya telah dihantar pagi tadi. walaupun saya kurang berpuas hati kerana merasakan ada isi yang masih tidak cukup, saya perlu tetap menghantarnya juga pada hari ini supaya supervisor saya ada lebih masa untuk meneliti coletahan saya dalam tesis tersebut. apa-apa pun, saya masih akan terus memperbaikinya dari semasa ke semasa. alhamdulillah, minggu ini telah saya dapat lalui. memang sangat penat dan di kala saya menaip entri kali ini, kepala saya terasa sangat berat. badan sudah penat. telah saya maksimumkan penggunaan tenaga saya untuk menghadapi liku-liku hidup yang mencabar hinggalah ke hari ini. (~~,)

sebagai ganjaran, saya keluar berjalan-jalan di queensbay petang tadi bersama maryam. kami pergi ke baby department terlebih dahulu sebab maryam ingin membelikan beberapa pasang baju untuk anaknya. saya tumpang sekaki sekali. saya pun beli dua helai skirt untuk my little sarah. tidak sabar rasanya melihat dia memakai skirt biru dan dan rosy peach yang kedua-duanya mempunyai english style. pasti comel =)

selepas itu, kami jalan-jalan di ladies department dan saya rasa teruja melihat beberapa long dress yang saya kira sangat lawa dan unik dan memang memenuhi citarasa saya. hmm, tunggulah suatu masa nanti, saya akan membeli sehelai dua. apabila tiba masanya kelak :P.pasti. kebetulan di situ ada handbag sale. 80%!!hee, saya dan maryam masing-masing membeli sebuah. saya ingin hadiahkan untuk mama. rasa-rasanya macam sudah lama mama tidak membeli handbag baru. harap-harap mama suka dengan pilihan saya itu. dark brown (my fav colour!)

seterusnya adalah destinasi kegemaran saya : Borders dan Popular. ada beberapa buku yang termasuk dalam wishlist saya tetapi hanya dua buah yang saya jumpa. life is an open secret (sudah lama saya mencari-cari buku ini) dan clinician's pocket drug reference (yang saya ingin saya hadiahkan untuk secret person saya dalam aktiviti bertukar hadiah di teluk batek nanti. agak mahal tapi saya rasa puas hati kerana memang saya ingin memberi sesuatu yang boleh diguna. biar ada kesan sentimental sedikit. hehe. siapalah yang bertuah itu nanti ye? ;)

akhirnya, destinasi terakhir kami --> kenny rogers. saya makan puas-puas, lunch merangkap dinner saya sekali. syukur alhamdulillah. terima kasih maryam yang sudi menemani saya. oh ya, saya berkesempatan meninjau-ninjau baju di somerset bay. ah, sekali lagi saya teruja melihat long skirt, blouse, long dress yang saya kira sangat-sangat menepati taste saya. saya sukakan design sedemikian rupa, ada english look dan berbeza dari yang lain. teringin sangat nak beli sehelai skirt violet di situ tetapi terpaksa kupendamkan hasrat itu buat masa ini. mahal sangat harganya. tidak setaraf dengan level saya sebagai seorang student. tunggulah bila sudah bekerja nanti..

apa-apa pun, hari ini telah berlalu dengan indah. syukur tidak terhingga padanya. esok kami akan bertolak ke teluk batek untuk percutian batch malay final year. saya ingin merehatkan diri saya sepuas-puasnya. oklah, saya ingin membaca life is an open secret. see ya! happy hols to everyone!