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3 December 2007

a-not-so-goodbye

weehoo!
after being so super-duper busy, i managed to find some time to relax here. since last week, i've been busy helping out babah and mama for abang hafiz's wedding preparation. so many things to be settled. no one at home to help out. pity ma and ba. anyway, alhamdulillah, everything was over. now, we are busy preparing for our side's kenduri. abang e will be home by this tuesday, hajar and abang mie will be home by this friday (kenduri is on saturday --> too bad they couldn't be in taiping earlier). luckily hanif and hariz are at home and they will be my sort-of-khadam to give a final touch for our reception. i'm still searching for ideas on how the pengantin's room should look like. i know it's not compulsory to have the 'bilik pengantin' but i'm doing it just for the newly-wed. i want both of them enjoy their 'raja sehari'. give them a chance..hehe. i prefer something simpleand sweet for the room. ideas, where are you??

whatever it is, abang hafiz is already married to kak ziana. i'm very very very happy for him; after his long patience. but, at a terminal point of my hepatocyte in the lobes, i do feel a bit sad i should say. i feel like i'm losing my brothers one by one. (hey, why should i feel this way ya?ting tong!) i'm gonna miss my sweet so sourish moments with my brothers. abang mie, abang e and abang fiz - they are my protectors indirectly. i feel secure with them. among them, i'm closer to abang fiz. perhaps it's due to our age as we are only 4 years difference compared to the others. abang fiz, thanks to you. a lot. i'm missing the moment you carrying me at the back of that red old bicycle to 'sekolah agama'. you cycled without feeling bored; carrying your little sister at the back. sometimes, you stopped by at Pernama to buy me a 20-cent-ice-cream. we used to fight a lot i remember. there was always disagreement between us. however, everything is past. we have our own life and our new commitments..but the bond between seven of us should remain forever. nothing will break the bonds of love among us, iAllah. i do hope you live happily with your other half. be a good husband and i know you sure will ;)

as for me, i'll
lead my life as usual. just that i' waiting for my time to be like you. when?? i never know. it's well kept in His will. but i believe patience is the key to everything. everyone has their time to experience certain processes in life. so just wait.

coffee for the day (_)3: the time will come when you never expect of it
 

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