what was the feeling of turning into 23 years old?
i, myself cannot answer this simple question.
yes, it is a mini celebration for myself but frankly speaking, i feel a little bit of worried. a year had gone. should i say, gone with the wind?
adding a + 1 to my biological age each year drive me to such a-don't-know-what-to-feel situation. should i say it reflects that i'm getting older each year and this means i need to build up my not-so-well-developed-maturity?hmm, perhaps. should i say that i'm already being living for 23 years (alhamdulillah) but is my 'amalan' really reflects that 23 years? hmm good point!indeed, birthday is not merely a happy celebration, instead it is a time to 'muhasabah' back our past. was i a good servant to Allah The Almighty? was i a good daughter to my parents? was i a good sister to my siblings? was i a good enough to my friends? was i good enough to my lecturers/teachers? was i contribute to the community? and was I being a practising MUSLIM?
.:: sit down and ponder ::.
i, myself cannot answer this simple question.
yes, it is a mini celebration for myself but frankly speaking, i feel a little bit of worried. a year had gone. should i say, gone with the wind?
adding a + 1 to my biological age each year drive me to such a-don't-know-what-to-feel situation. should i say it reflects that i'm getting older each year and this means i need to build up my not-so-well-developed-maturity?hmm, perhaps. should i say that i'm already being living for 23 years (alhamdulillah) but is my 'amalan' really reflects that 23 years? hmm good point!indeed, birthday is not merely a happy celebration, instead it is a time to 'muhasabah' back our past. was i a good servant to Allah The Almighty? was i a good daughter to my parents? was i a good sister to my siblings? was i a good enough to my friends? was i good enough to my lecturers/teachers? was i contribute to the community? and was I being a practising MUSLIM?
.:: sit down and ponder ::.
a never-endless-THANKS to those had wished me. Allah bless you guys
my siblings . azizah (she called me early in the morning!!that was so sweet of you) . mazlina . abir. my coursemates . my juniors . masnira . farhana . kak nurul . kak gie . kak nadiah . pharmaton . my usrahmates . fakhrul . jam . nazib . kak mas . ama (my ex-roomate in KMK) . kid . suria . kak ainal . nanang . etc
3 comments:
С днем рождения тебя,
с днем рождения тебя,
с днем рождения к Sarah,
с днем рождения к тебя.
ke arah mencapai kematangan hidup :)
translation please (^^,)
huhu~ sori kacau tido sarah yg sy tak rasa selalu cukup... sori tau. lain kali will try to catch u some other time.
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