"kakak, mai la sembang dengan saya.."

our 7th clerkship trip : psychiatric ward, perak road
date: 25th-26th march 2008

hmm, i like this clerkship! sangat seronok dapat jumpa dengan special people there. they are very interesting to be with. memanglah masa mula-mula rasa agak takut tetapi rasa takut itu terus hilang. i supposed to interview my patient according to the case i clerked but she refused talking to me and just being passive. hmm, nak buat macam mana kan? at last, i interviewed a young girl who is just 17 years old. dia tersangatlah peramah. tarik tangan saya dan cakap "akak, mai la sembang dengan saya. saya nak sembang dengan kakak."hmm, mula-mula tu, takut juga tapi as time goes by, i love being with her. should i say, i like her. hihi. from my observation, she is lack of attention and love. that's why she tries to get the attention. she's diagnosed with schizophrenia. sangat kasihan. muda lagi. dia memang tak bagi saya ke mana-mana, just being with her. so, terpaksalah mencari peluang untuk keluar dari ward untuk sambung kerja saya. and today, masa dalam perjalanan pulang dari ward tersebut, terasa sangat sayu. i know after this i'm not going to meet them anymore. i'm gonna miss them. insan istimewa di wad tersebut memang tidak pernah minta berada di situ tetapi keadaan yang menyebabkan mereka tercampak di situ. pity them kan?

conclusion: enjoy your life.